Like i said this stuff comes and goes. And what was hard was not talking about it - pretending like it didn't come and go. I needed to talk about it. I needed to write about it. So I did.
Thank you to those smwho reached out to me already.
Eventually I got up and knew I needed to leave my house. As I often do I ended up crossing through the parks, and into the natural science museum. I really like it there. It's a beautiful space and so much to see. They also have a lot of hands-one things for kids that I like. Black Brears have really unbelievably soft and tick fur. They have a stuffed one. Also an otter and a fox and a badger and a big red deer that you can touch. I definitely don't go to the museum for the express purpose of petting a taxidermied black bear... Nope.
A friend recommended checking out some of the oxford libraries I hadn't seen yet, and the closest is the Anerican Institute. As soon as I was there I got the idea of finding Chernow's 'Alexander Hamilton' (the biography that LMM based his musical on). I read the first 3 chapters. It was good. Helped me calm down and kind of get back to real life.
I still haven't done anything productive. Right now in in this mood where I'm lonely hit at the same time I definitely don't want to talk to anyone. I'm about to go back to the college for lunch. I'm not exactly looking forward to it. Kind of hoping that no one there read my blog this morning
Anyway. Thanks. I'll have a longer update later while I'm not stealing the museums wifi on the way back home.
P. S. Crocodiles are significantly bigger than I thought they were and it's terrifying.
P. P. S. Cami you are right fish are extremely strange and frightening.
Praise God from whom all blessings flow, praise Him all creatures here below, praise Him abover ye heavenly hosts, praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Amen.
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