How is it term time and how do we make it stop?

Y'all. What happened? How did this happen?

It's Trinity term. The break is over. I have 8 weeks to finish this thesis.

What?

Sorry I've been absent so long again this time. My last update was about Rezzed - I have been sick basically all of the time since then. At Rezzed I started feeling poorly, like the start of a cold or hay fever. It got pretty bad but a week later I felt a lot better - I basically lost my voice but I felt better. Three days after that I woke up at 4am feeling like I had been punched in the face and unable to breathe. It got really bad and a week or so later I had a fever, and finally went to the GP. Got on antibiotics, and by the time I had finished them I had been sick for a solid 3 weeks. I got of meds on Thursday and it's now Monday. I'm feeling a lot better but still have some coughing etc. problems.

so yeah thats been a great way to prepare for term. Except that it wasn't. It simply does not compute in my mind that it is term time again. Like it doesn't make any sense.

I turn in my draft for the first half of my thesis tomorrow, and have a meeting about it the day after. I am not ready for this either but I very much want it to just come and go already.

Besides "I've been sick" and "I am very scared of this thesis and am not at all sure that I will be able to finish it or write it well" I don't really have much to say? I can't believe it's nearly May. I'm trying not to think about how soon I will be moving home.

Sorry this is so short. Very distracted today. Will try to write again soon.

Thank you for reading.

Praise God from whom all blessings flow, praise him all creatures here below, praise him above ye heavenly hosts. Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Amen.

Rissa